Love the pod cast really helped me and very hard but so real and relatable for me

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Angels and awakening here on pod bean it’s on others too. But I’m really liking it and I think you will. This one’s been hard. I don’t think closure is possible and I wouldn’t want to completely have closure to me that’s ending. Justice for you and your brother. I didn’t think there was a statue on murder and if new evidence was proven maybe contacting the prosecutor with that would help. Either way you’re helping others and honoring your brother and I hope to be able to do the same in some way

This is a good podcast for a lot of reasons. The talk itself is so touching and also relaxing even helpful to me. I’m so glad I’ve been able to listen myself.

Thank you so much for everything and I wish you the best and God bless.

I’m having a lot of the same issues now trying to get information as to what happened exactly and what I can do. Our parents were deceased and my brother the BCI investigator said committed suicide in jail. The prosecutor has those records now still going over and it’s been more than six months. Our governments justice system sucks. My brother died two days after his forty second birthday. I’m forty five and blessed to have had him as long as I did. But, he did so much of his life in jail

Wow I’m so sorry I really hope things are getting better now.

It was so hard to have the memories at first that’s part of what you were going threw maybe too I like being able to hear your story though so tragic and I’m so sorry but I’m just at after you woke

The service was over 2 days but the next day I went alone and I had went with family the day before. I felt alone too and I actually still do but know now something worse could be loss of a child so I’m trying to be close to them. I’m trying thank you it helps.

I couldn’t sleep because I was afraid to wake up and it not be a dream I literally was up for days like 4 I think I actually fell asleep in my car and I’m lucky it wasn’t started. I slept a few hours then I didn’t sleep again until on the way to the service which was 3 hours away from where we were from. I was so mad because we got there late and my brothers wife was upset that I wasn’t there for her but I have 4 kids and live 3 hours away. But I wasn’t saying goodbye I did the next day.

I’m not sure what to put here but this is so moving in a lot of ways

I had listened to the first one and the call but this 3rd one I understand the raw emotion and everyone handles things differently. You honestly did way better than I could’ve also you were blinded in your grief. I’m sorry anyone else has or had to go threw that. I’m glad you’re close with God as am I and was our brother’s. My brother wasn’t squeaky clean either but, I saw such change in him the past 2 years before he passed and am so thankful for that.

I lost my brother as well thank you and I’m so sorry for your loss. You’re so strong and the love you shared it has made me laugh, cry and believe If you can do this maybe I can too. Thankyou

Listen to Anne Wilson if you haven’t heard her. I kinda think you have. I love her and her story it’s beautiful. There’s another podcast on Pod bean that’s not yours but it’s a bit similar in the loss of a sibling and not to take from hers. Her name is Carly idk what right now and I’m sorry I’m not good with names. I’m still blinded in grief from time to time. But, more at first and also anytime it comes up in certain ways. I’m healing 5 months worth. I’ve had a ton of loss it’s been hardest.

If you’d like you can reach out on Face book or even Here rachelcheesman@icloud.com I cried and it makes me emotional hearing the love you shared with your brother. My brother passed 10-26-21 in Jail, he was alone in his cell for 3 weeks and a ton of things that makes it really hard to believe but, I keep thinking maybe this is normal. I’ve been in Decatur, Georgia just threw Atalanta I was only 17 and for 2 days then back home so I’ll do research so I understand more but, I want you to if you

Thank you for your story. I can really understand and almost fully empathize. I’m so sorry and I at the same time find your strength amazing. I have also lost my brother it was to suicide but it’s still so hard to believe. I found out by his wife of 10 months then texting from someone else’s Facebook messenger. I am so sorry and I want you to know you’re so strong which by now you probably know. I wish I could’ve met you in some other way for sure. Honestly. at church would’ve been better.