I Fell In Love With You (Again) Beside The Tin of Sardines

People who are permanent fixtures in our lives still have that unique ability to make happiness spring upon us. It could be something big like a surprise party, or it could be something infinitesimally small like quietly following you to the mall so you could then have a quick happy moment over coffee. Loved ones know how to pull in disparate threads of our being, and weave an ordinary but extraordinary hour out of it, the way we gather the scattered beams of dusk and find a quiet sanctuary in it.

 

These slivers we steal from our daily routines are the ones which give meaning to life. Business, work, our daily responsibilities are what give us a means to live, to find a place in society which often defines us with what we do, but the private time we can steal to be with a loved one, the visit we make to an art gallery on the way back home, the poem we write as an overflow to a haunting of the night, the music we turn to when we seek answers - these are things which give meaning to our existence.

 

Time and again, whenever I have sat back and thought of the times which would probably flash through my mind in the last seconds of my existence, they are invariably the seemingly meaningless ones - standing at the window watching the setting sun reflect on the ponds beside my house, seeing a TikTok video together and laughing uncontrollably, reading something moving and sharing it immediately whilst glowing inside to have added a dollop of sunlight into someone’s ordinary day, talking quietly about how much we miss someone we’d loved with equal immensity, seeing a painting together and then turning to see tears in each other’s eyes. The memory of happiness on each others faces when we meet after a long parting, the sound of her voice saying “I will take care, don’t worry.”

 

People sometimes tell me they haven’t taken a holiday for years, and I silently wonder - haven’t they gone back to a loved one every night?

 

The things which enrich us are often the things we label as ‘boring’ - before we know what’s better.

 

If you liked this poem, consider listening to these other poems about people we are lucky to have in our lives   -

• As we Meet Again At The End of The Day
• This : One Grace
• The Comfort of Her Being

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The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Open Sea (Piano) by Frank Schroeter
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/9420-open-sea-piano
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Music: Relaxation 3 by Frank Schroeter
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/9629-relaxation-3
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license