Self-harm: Self hatred almost destroyed her life. Suzi Yelvington Part 2 of 3 with Anh Le

Hi this is Evangelist Anh Le, welcome to the Real Life Radio Show, and we

are going to talk to Real People, who had real problems, but found

answers in a Real God. Recently, we have been talking about self hatred, and how it can be cultivated in anyone's life. Self hatred can come from low self esteem, or even from being raised in an emotionally abusive home, where in our last show, we had Suzi Yelvington reveal how she grew up always being blamed for her birth, and was told many times that she was a mistake. She grew up with feelings of guilt and self hatred, and tried to take her life at the age of 16, imagining the moment when her mom would find her dead and realize her value. As she got older, she tried to silence the sounds of feelings of self hatred by being a really good person and people pleasing. She attracted a man who seemed wonderful at first, but then it turned bad when he started heavily mistreating her and introducing her to illegal marijuana use. In her first marriage, she endured verbal and emotional abuse, and went heavier into drug use. Today she is going to share how things got worse before they got better, and we are going to learn how she overcame the self hatred. Suzi, welcome back to the show.