9:43pm, Monday, May 13th, 2024, Living Room Corner, UT
Been very stressed about getting my sleep required for the next day ahead. So much so it creates more stress and issues in my life I think. I realized today you just can’t be perfect every time. And some things have to take a hit in order for other things to come to life. And I think I’m slowly grasping that and understanding that that’s just how it’s gotta be for a while until I reach a point where I can buy other people’s time and/or free up my own. Right now 60 hours a week go to another company. Can’t imagine having those 60 hours to spend doing work in my own home with more freedom. Just gotta get to that point. Maybe 4 or more years?
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